you might tell someone else. You might gossip. I don’t want everyone to know about me and I don’t want them to judge me. I don’t trust everyone right now and venting sometimes may hurt me in the long run because you might go and tell someone else. It’s hard trusting people nowadays and finding someone to vent to is a lot harder than I thought nowadays. Who do I trust nowadays…?
just tell me. It would save me the time from searching. Because if you liked me, what if I liked you too.
It’s not that I don’t like my current friends. It’s not that. I just want some new spice in my life that I can say “wow” to. I want to meet new people even though I am shy. My life has seemed to have gotten boring. I just want something new in my life.
vlog #2 by @dinocor , @matthewpanda and @seniorprincedanny18
i say the weirdest things and do the weirdest things. I can’t explain my awkwardness but sometimes my awkwardness can be funny and can be creepy. I just act weird but I don’t care if people judge me or not because I am just doing me.
As many times our hearts have been torn or broken down, you aren’t broken. You are still moving on and still breathing. You still haven’t given up on finding ‘the one.’ You may have been hurt and may have higher walls to protect yourself if you’ve been hurt…BUT you are still trying. You are still looking for the perfect person who you can call yours. Time will heal your wounds. You can’t be perfect and you cant keep your walls up forever. Finding the one will take time; the only thing you can do is just go on with your life and just go with the flow.
You want to do all the cute couple stuff and have the desire to spend it with that one special person that makes you happy. If you are trying to resist wanting to be in a relationship, that might be hard to do when the first thing you will do is be attracted to someone who is very attractive. It may be hard to resist being in a relationship, but whether it happens or not is up to you.
